I am on the verge of taking some decisions yet again. I am not sure how well it will turn out to be. My past experiences have taught me not to depend too much on any relationship. But I wonder can I ever follow that?
Once upon a time I used to dream of lot of materialistic comforts but now some how I have grown to live with out them. Some times the thoughts of luxury do excite me. But I out grow them soon (“Some times relationship out grows you and the other times you out grow a relationship”). The quest for some thing new, some thing immortal hasn’t occurred to me still but I do dream of that thought. I am not sure how will I handle my relationships if becomes a profound thought .Any way I have learnt to accept life as it comes. May be life teaches this lesson to every one.
All said and done, the other person in the relationship will expect some things out of me and he has every right to do so. More over if I am committing to a relationship I should make myself ready for fulfilling expectations both others and mine. You cannot stop swimming once you are in deep waters. You have to decide against getting into it when you are on the shores. So I have to out grow my past hurt and start trusting a person completely again. I don’t want to loose that happiness which a complete trust gives you. Not only human beings, I had lost trust in myself also.
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