Solitude

I write when I am neutral, when I am like a calm pond after all the turbulence of a river.I don’t write in turbulent state but I do need it for getting my words.

I have not stopped complaining about life (How can you imagine me to become so good?), but certainly it has decreased. I still complain about the petite issues in office,

I still get upset when some one is even a bit rash to me, I still blame people for various things, and all in all I am still a ‘bad human being’.

One reason for not getting my words might be I am not able to achieve total silence these days.

I know I will get back to that groove in some time from now.
Till then let me enjoy this stage.

Loneliness is not acceptable to human beings but a man will not grow if he does not live in solitude for some time. Time with one’s self is very important for the growth of an individual. When you are in a relationship, that too in the initial stages it is very difficult to explain the other person that you need some time for yourself!

It’s difficult to say that “Nothing has gone wrong between us, all I need is some time to be alone to figure out certain things, to chalk out some plans and most important to feel your need again because if I don’t feel that need, our relationship might start loosing the bond”

“Sambandha vembudu bandhavalla,

Bandha vaadare adakaavude astitvavilla!

Astitvavilladdu vishwadalluliyadu,

Panjarada hakki endoo haadadu”